More reflection. I may yet turn into a mirror.
I suppose recently I feel like I've been running on the spot, so to speak. It's not like I don't do any work, It's just that I havn't got much to show in comparison to how much I've been learning.
I'm reading all these books and studying all these artists without paying attention to my own work. I'm still afraid to just open up photoshop and do something because I know it'll probably turn out crap. It's this stupid mental barrier. My head says I've been doing lots of work, but my heart knows I haven't really...
I need to set some targets. Something like a self-portrait in a different medium every day for a week and then something different for the next week. It has to be accessible and realistic in short stints otherwise, to be completely honest, I just won't do it.
Saying that; I havn't really even been playing games lately, which I suppose is a good thing. I was probably the only person who didn't care that much about CoDmw2. Never have, really; didn't care for the airport scene either. But it's kind of like, so, just because they're not in a soldiers uniform makes it worse? Soldiers are people too but you don't have a conscience whilst shooting them in the face? It's all just egos and "enemies".
Anyway, Mass Effect 2's where it's at! Even the beginning is awesome. I love getting attatched to characters aswell, it completely makes a game for me.
So, I'm off to save the galaxy. Again. I'll be back.